What do you even like about me? You said it yourself - that I lack absolutely any social skills, I have no prospect, no future, am shallow because I can't sustain a deep conversation with you, I waste my time too much ... and that you're going to dump me at any second. This is hurting so much at the moment. You may look deep into my eyes, smile, and say, "You're beautiful, I love you," but do you carelessly threaten the person you love by saying that you'll leave her at any moment? Every second of my day that is left idle becomes a hurtful second because it's your words which consume my thoughts. I'm so scared, frightened, lack any self-esteem at the moment. You're perfect to me - you always know what to say to cheer me up but then on the other side of the coin, I think about the hurtful truth that you've conveyed to me. I know all of these flaws are real. They're all so real and they are all the problems that I have in the world. I thought that maybe ... somebody could accept me for who I was, with all these flaws that I am trying to fix. That we could grow together as people and as lovers - that we'd understand each other and build each other up with positive energy but instead you tell me that we're becoming too serious and that I'm a shallow person who doesn't make you happy. And that's the worst flaw of all. I feel so selfish for keeping you tied down like this.