Igiveup.

My mentality has become a hazard to my studies. I can't concentrate because I feel worthless, idiotic and slow. I know it's natural to have such thoughts at this stage of my life (or any stage perhaps) but it's probably going to help if I voice them on this blog. It's been so long since I've had a confidant, someone whom I can trust to not judge me based on whatever I say. However, I'm a confidant to a friend and sometimes it gets a bit too overwhelming. He talks to me occasionally but pours out everything which is on his mind. Usually it's about his sex life. He has quite an extensive and detailed sex-life, might I add. Not cool.