There have been a few times in my life where I've pondered over whether existentialism is real.

I feel like I'm the only one standing still in this world and everyone else is going on with their lives, sometimes with no clue of my existence.

This is like the opposite of existentialism - where everyone else exists, but me.

I remember in Year Eight and Nine, when I was obsessed with puppy love and teenage crushes and shit. Looking back, it was pretty funny, really. Now that I've matured, I actually have no interest in finding anyone at the moment, romantically. Of course, I still want someone to be there. Like as in BE THERE and talk to me even if I don't talk to them, or don't want to. That would be nice. :) I want someone who is sorta like a brick. No matter how badly you treat them, they won't hit back. (Unless you physically hit them LOL). I would say that I also want someone who is interesting, hot, funny, sexy, Asian, athletic, non-smoker but that would be too much to ask for. Just someone to BE THERE FFS! Because at the moment, I feel like I'm being used.