GET OVER YOURSELF!
If two people are arguing against you, usually it's your OWN FAULT. Why can't you just take it like a man? Do you really have to blame every other little thing which apparently "led" to your fault on everyone else? Do you know how much it hurts to be treated like that? For a few minutes, I was misled to think that it was I who was at fault. BUT NO. NOW YOU WANT ME TO STUDY 25/7 AND NOT LET ME GO TO CHURCH, PIANO LESSONS, ART CLASS. As if i don't already do that.
Year eleven has changed me a lot, Dad. I'm no longer the naive little girl who didn't care about homework or my future. I'm secretly what you want me to be. If you can't even read your own little girl then I don't think you know me well enough, as a father. Did you know that 7 hours of maths on Wednesdays is a little hectic? But I chose this all for myself? Why? Because I wanna make you proud, Dad. Because you've only ever been proud of me when I've made mature decisiions.
But no, you always have to yell at me for little things that I've done wrong. So everytime I do something, I always take into consideration what the consequences are if I stuff up. Even today. I guess I didn't take it into consideration maticulously enough.
And now I'm crying about it. I hate yelling with you, my heart starts pumping and my adrenaline levels go up ..
Because I think I have a chance of winning the argument. And for what? Pain?
And Mum, just shut up about love.
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